oh no.
high as shit.
tomorrow's my birthday.
oh no.
high as shit

Well, you see... I am only frightened of el chupacabra because I'm so sure they exist. Of course, they are probably the least likely to exist... but still. Something about how ugly they are adds to that.

Same with Shadow People.

Meryl:
1. summer is beauteous and feels like a
warm hug for 3 months straight.

2. the wind tears at my insides, and sends an evil chill down my spine.

3. Meryl: Autumn can kiss my ass, and winter can suck my dick

4. Meryl: autumn is crap, and winter is hell. Spring is rebirth and summer is swell.

5. I cannot deny, that bitter cold makes me cry.
I shiver and whither, neath a dark, ugly sky.
When spring rears its head, I rejoice, lifes not dead.
How can one not adore, such a glorious spread
Of flowers and showers,
And green yellow and red?

Adam:
1.fall is chilly warmth letting us go,
to hone our skills and
let’s us invite love into our hearts.
Its beauty personified. It’s tangible love.

2.Leaves turning/into themselves/in Technicolor.

3. The wind sparkles in the goldening leaves.

4. the wind revives,
helps, breathes crisp life into
The Time of Death

5.
Spring is a cunt Summer a bitch.
Should they come back?
For that I do not wish.
(ALERNATIVE ENDING: the thought makes me twitch)

6. To call autumn crap
does take me aback.
For all other months are vile –
I say that sans smile.
And yet you persist
in an attempt to resists
The months of true bliss
known as autumn

(in response to Meryl’s comment of ‘green yellow and red’ being spring colors!)

7.
green yellow and red?
Those are fall colors my dear!
Summer is only as good as bad beer.
And so, though I jested,
this case should be rested:
fall is tremendous,
winter stupendous.
Spring is awfully bland,
and I’m glad summer has come to it’s deserved end.

Here's the plan:

I'm going to apply to NYU as transfer for Spring 2009.
Until then, I am going to try harder befriending people in my dorm and being overall cheerier. I will invite myself along and try really hard. Really, really hard. (Writing that felt disgusting)
I am going to get out of this room and have normal roommates.
If I get accepted, great.
If I don't get accepted, that sucks.
I'll be upset for a day... but will return to my present numbness eventually.

Wanna hear something funny?

Because I don't have enough experience with immigrants in my room, I decided to apply for, and got a job having conversations with immigrants who want to practice English.

I am deserving of a good shooting.

I don't know how to do this.

But I decided to make this friendz 0nly. (4give me?)

Anyway. Yeah.

Comment to be added? IDK!

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You scored as Strong Egoism Your life is very much guided by the concept of Egoism: You work primarily to promote your own interests. “I swear by my life, and my love of it, that I will never live for the sake of another man, nor ask another man to live for mine.” “I am not primarily an advocate of capitalism, but of egoism; and I am not primarily an advocate of egoism, but of reason. If one recognizes the supremacy of reason and applies it consistently, all the rest follows.” --Ayn Rand More info at Arocoun's Wikipedia User Page... Strong Egoism 80% Existentialism 75% Nihilism 70% Hedonism 65% Justice (Fairness) 65% Utilitarianism 40% Kantianism 40% Apathy 35% Divine Command 0%